et’s go back to my testimony.
In the preface of the textbook on complex Analysis, which I took in my hands, it was written as follows.
－Although Real Numbers are sufficient to describe the visible World, we need Complex Numbers to describe the invisible World i.e. the supermicroscopic world composed of elementary particles.
Intrigued by the preface, I opened the book and…
Yet unable to give up, I was asking to myself the following questions everyday.
－`Isn’t SHE anywhere? Isn’t there any young woman who can save a junk like me? A woman with extraordinary wisdom?
But what kind of wisdom could it be? I can’t even imagine it. SHE doesn’t exist in the real world anyway. I might as well cut off the carotid artery…’
Tortured by incessant desire to kill myself, one day, I was suddenly given an amazing inspiration
Only 4 years ago (before meeting my wife Sachine and being led to church), I was under pressure of terrible sense of guilt, as if stuck in the mud.
Everything started from my own sins.This tragedy occurred just because a sinner like me judged somebody else…
I kept on blaming myself but I didn’t seek salvation anywhere.I was such a skeptist that I was convinced of impossibility for humans to save humans,